the first reply i got from jeffrey when i told him im gna create a blog was something like "its gna be an EMO blog", but hey! although its hard, people do change...for the better :D

i do admit past journal entries a few years back were mostly sad and hopeless stuff; and though i no longer want to be bothered by any more of those extreme pessimism, i still treat it as an essential part of growing up. who has never been sad or lost before in this huge, complicated world? we juz need to find our way back home, or to find a new, better place to call home, dont we :)



rite now, im glad that ive gradually transformed into an optimistic person, saying hello to new stuff with a smile, and waving bye to things that go with... an even wider smile. well.. the smile doesnt have to be on the face rite :) as long as we noe deep down we embraced and enjoyed it, despite whatever pain or trouble (or excitement) it has brought us, then we'll most likely be fine.

another year is coming to an end!! hope everyone continues looking and striving forward, enjoying every step we take :)